December 23, 2008 § 16 Comments
I’m feeling destructive. Volatile. Crazy.
I feel like jumping off a cliff – no I’m not being suicidal.
I keep telling myself to have patience, patience… patience. Sigh.
I don’t know why I’m feeling so dissatisfied with everything right now. Okay – maybe some things which aren’t exactly working out according to plan. But life isn’t supposed to be easy right?
I’m so freaking indecisive.
I amaze myself sometimes.
Oh and, I find it absolutely pathethic, when old, bearded, pot-bellied MARRIED men, with Kids and Wives right there, check out out other Women. It’s disgusting and makes me just want to smack them.
And secondly, I really dislike it when people don’t practice what they preach. Ugh.
I’m disappointed in myself. I was supposed to be on my one month ‘eat-healthy’ diet from today and everything was going as planned until dinner. When we went out to the mall to London Fish and Chips…
This so isn’t me… but it’s me at the same time. Sigh.
I should password protect this post. It’s embarrassing. :O But whatever… this is my blog, and I feel like venting right now.
This reminds me of the reason why I should’ve stayed anonymous for this blog. But what did I do? Go and meet other bloggers! Oh well.