January 31, 2009 § 23 Comments
I’ve come to trust my intuition. Before, I would think my mind is probably working over-time but as my Sister puts it, ‘If you’re suspicious about something – there’s a reason that, that thought came into your mind in the first place’.
Anyway I stumbled upon this article on the Net:
Pretty cool. 😛
January 29, 2009 § 25 Comments
I’m really pissed at myself for being so horribly freakishly disorganised and excessively procrastinating.
It’s like i’m a certain position in life right now, spiritually, mentally, physically and intellectually and I know I would so much better for myself if Iwas at the higher position. However, to get to that higher position I need to sacrifice, manage my time and stop daydreaming.
Anyway, I listened to this lecture by Brother Nouman Ali Khan on wasting time and it’s nice:
January 28, 2009 § 18 Comments
Doughnuts are a fitnah. 😦
I had two today. And they’ve probably gone and stuck somewhere in my stomach.
I miss the days I was ‘healthy’ eating but that takes time. When I come home from my class I’m to tired & hungry to stand up and cook and I just eat whatever my Moms made.
When I was going ‘healthy’, I used to cook for myself everyday and it was such a nice feeling. Sigh.
Oh and before anyone starts thinking I’m anorexic/bullemic or have a phobia, considering how I’m always talking about loosing weight, it’s not like that. I don’t believe in starving myself but just eating healthy. In fact, I know it doesn’t really show [whatever I’ve gained] and only I can tell but like all females out there, I too worry about the extra flab! Not to mention, I’m a bit of a health freak, I like the feeling of being ‘healthy’, knowing I’m not putting junk in my body.
PS – I love food. Sigh.
January 25, 2009 § 6 Comments
I came across this online and it made me want to cry. This is just a small example of the massacre that went on in Gaza.
A tank had parked in front of the house, where around 30 people were taking shelter.
The women and children – mother, grandmother and three little girls – came out waving a white flag and then, he said, an Israeli soldier came out of the tank and opened fire on the terrified procession.
Samar’s two sisters, aged seven and two, were shot dead. The grandmother was hit in the arm and in the side, but has survived.
May God never let them sleep a sleep of peace, nor live a life of ease.
There is solace in the hereafter, as it is not the dead we should be worried, but ourselves. The dead are in paradise, but it is us who will be questioned, ‘What did you do to help?’ on the day every deed will be questioned and every account will be opened.
And will be able to answer?
January 24, 2009 § 40 Comments
- My legs hurts.
- I should be sleeping – it’s past 12.
- I need to loose weight [!!!]
- Stop procrastinating & daydreaming.
- Do my work on time.
- I need to pass my next driving test. [!!!]
- It’s raining. I love rain.
- I need to stop going out so much and stay home more often.
- Dye my hair with henna.
- Make chocolate cup-cakes with melted filling.
- Stop wasting time on the net.
- Be grateful for whatever I have. [Especially when I’m in pain because of my teeth].
- Clean out of my laptop [internally].
- Listen to a couple of lectures I’ve put on hold.
January 20, 2009 § 27 Comments
It’s been a beautiful week. 🙂 Full of love, life, happiness, enthusiasm. I didn’t expect the turn-out, the absolute nature of giving which people presented, the unity which surpassed all boundaries of religion or race.
As the week ends though, there is the sad thought of not knowing if you’re ever going to see the same people again.
No regrets though. 🙂