February 5, 2009 § 22 Comments
Sometimes I can be very difficult to actually live with. I know, I know, the usual image about me is the ‘Sweet, quiet, caring, patient person’ [Gah!] – however I can turn quite into the opposite at times.
I’ve been doing nothing but whining and sulking the whole day. I could be accused of inviting sympathy, but who cares. I’m feeling absolutely indolent.
– I failed my second road test today. Why? All because my parking was slightly crooked. I expected to pass. I drove absolutely perfectly. I don’t know why the stupid Woman had to fail me because of being slightly crooked. Gah!
I would’ve had it if I’d applied early and not been lazy about it. But me, being me, was lazy and dependent on the fact that we had a driver. And when he left I became dependent on people to drop and pick which absolutely sucks. Also, I’ve discovered this weird obsession with fast cars since I learned how to drive which I shall not mention to my parents. I never realised speed could feel so good at times. However, I’m going to keep the image of being a slow and steady female driver.
– My head hurts. My toothache is back and it’s killing me. It can’t be a nice little toothache and stick to to my tooth, it needs to spread to my head and make my ear burn. On top, my antibiotic course finished and I’m out of the painkillers and so I have to resort to taking Pandols. Which don’t even seem to work compared to what I was taking before. God, where would I be without painkillers? I’ve been literally living on painkillers.
I should stop being a wimp & simply get them extracted. After all, they’re my wisdom teeth! [Which have an infection] and they are of no use anyway.
-Other then that, I’ve been wasting something precious. And that’s time. I’ve been doing nothing but sitting in bed and reading, not caring about anything. I finished a fat novel yesterday [A Vampire novel] to be precise in four hours and I’m on the third book of that trioligy today. I could be doing so many other productive things.
In conclusion, I’m being a stupid whiny person. I know. But this is my blog.
I’m upset at myself for having the tendency to get absolutely retarded like this. When I know how wrong it is and how I could use the time in a much better way.